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Apr 29, 2011

Yang Tersayang


Tika Jantungku berdegup laju,
Jantungmu berhenti berdegup,
Tika aku menangis kesedihan,
Kau tersenyum penuh bahagia,
Tika aku rasa bagaikan tiada bulan yang menyinari,
Tapi hakikatnya bulan penuh menyambut kepulangan mu,
Tika suara sayuku mengalun ayat-ayat suci al-Quran,
Kau tersenyum kaku,
Wajahmu berseri-seri dan harum,
Aku akan menciummu pabila aku selesai membaca setiap juz,
Tiada tidur pada malam itu,
Kerna esok dan seterusnya aku takkan bertemumu lagi,
Tika pemergianmu,
Aku bagaikan manusia yang hidup tapi pada hakikatnya jiwa aku sudah mati,
Tapi pemergianmu yang sempurna buatkan aku senang hati,
Lapangnya liang lahadmu sehingga tanah perlu ditambah,
YA ALLAH,
KebesaranMU itu mendorong aku untuk berusaha menjadi yang terbaik.
YA ALLAH,
Tempatkanlah Mohd Zain b Hamidah  dalam kalangan orang-orang yang beriman..Amin

Apr 28, 2011

My Reading List

Just came back from KLBIF.Such a tiring day but at the end of the day i can have a big grin. It is because i have a sunshine inside me. I had a new book. So,here is my new reading list:
  1. Contengan Jalanan by Hlovate. Latest collection from my favourite author. I love the way the author wrote the story. It has islamic view and at the same time there are some teenagers issue and their favourite.
  2. O Singapore by Catherin Lim. It is the collection of short story. And the most important thing it has literature elements.
  3. 7 Hari Mencintaiku by Siti Rosmizah. I met the author and got her autograph.
  4. Kuasa Kepimpinan AL-FATEH by Ustaz Syaari. I love the story of Sultan Muhamad AL-FATEH. He is such an inspiring leader. I love him. I also got the autograph from this author and he wish that i could found my AL-FATEH. Aminn..
  5. Kompilasi Aku Terima Nikahnya by Ustaz Harizal Abdul Jamil. It is preparation for my future. Maybe one fine day i will meet my AL-FATEH and it is my early preparation.As for me, book will helps a lot.
Tomorrow I will go to KLBIF again because i had limited time today. I did not able to look around and  buy another book. InsyaAllah ...

Apr 20, 2011

Bruno Mars - Today My Life Begins Lyrics


i've been working hard so long
seems like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if i'd ever heal again

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

yesterday has come and gone
and i've learn how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (ohh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

life's to short to have regrets
so i'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins
today my life begins...


p/s I hope to see you in my dream. I miss you...I do not regret anymore because you left the world with some Husnul Khatimah signs.... No more denial. Thats Qada dan Qadar. AL-FATIHAH....

Apr 19, 2011

SMILE

A big grin after read it. Seriously, the quotation makes me realize that there is an angel to everyone. (Ada lagi yang masih sayang). An angel always by your side. Accompany you day and night and watch every single moment in your life.... Dia alway makes my day. Dia alway makes me laugh.. THANK ALLAH.....

p/s Family is my priority. i owe them everything....

Apr 10, 2011

Regret....

        Maaf tak dapat nak tunaikan janji. Your weekend must be bored. Maaf sangat-sangat. Lainkali maybe. I will make myself free during this KLIBF. I promise....

List to do but cannot do:
1. Shopping- i cant because i had truckload of work to do. Just can stay in front of lappy and doing my assignment and portfolio)
2. Go to cinema( Assignment reason)
3. Read up on MERDE(i dont have enough time)
4. Sleep(just can sleep 3 or 4 hour only... I want to sleep more than that but i just cant do that)

p/s I will make sure that next weekend i will be able to go out and have fun. i want to meet you guys.. its been a long time i am not meeting you but just in case all of you are free.

Apr 3, 2011

Ya Allah itu Dugaan Baginya

Ya Allah,
         Pulihkanlah dia kembali....

Dia seorang pelajar yang amat cemerlang. Sejak dari sekolah rendah beliau tidak pernah mendapat tempat selain daripada tempat pertama di dalam kelas. Walaupun hatinya hanya setengah disebabkan surgery,dia tetap pelajar yang sangat bijak.

Kisah terjadi selepas pencapaiannya dalam ujian menurun ke nombor tiga. Dia terlalu memikirkan penurunan pencapaiannya hingga tidak dapat tidur. Dia diberikan Dugaan yang sangat hebat. Dia mengalami 'Skizofrenia'.
Kecian dia. Menitis airmata ketika aku melawatnya di rumah beliau. Seorang pelajar yang sangat pandai dan sangatcantik diberi ujian sehebat itu.

Dia kurang ingat tentang banyak perkara. Pergerakannya juga agak lemah berbanding biasa. Doktor hanya mampu memberi ubat tidur supaya dia boleh tidur dengan lena. Kecian dia. Hanya Allah yang tahu apa yang Allah rancangkan. Menitis airmata ku lagi bila dia bercakap. Form three disamakan dengan 25 tahun. Ya Allah sembuhkanlah dia. Dia sangat baik. Aku sayangkan dia.

Apa yang aku paling kagum, apabila azan berkumandang dia mengajakku bersolat. Ya Allah, dia masih ingat padaMu biarpun dia lupa tentang dunia. Dia menyuruh adikku membaca Yasin buatnya. Bukan sebab dia tidak mampu ataupun lupa tapi dia mahu ada orang yang membacanya. Dia rasa sangat tenang pabila ada orang yang membaca Yasin untuknya. Ya Allah, dia masih cintakan jantung Quran iaitu Surah Yasin. Ya Allah sembuhkan hambamu ini.

Mungkin Allah masih sayangkan dia. Biar dia lupa tentang dunia. Tapi dai tetap hafal Segala ayat-ayat suci Al-Quran. Dia masih tidak lupa padaMu Ya Allah. Aku amat kagum dengan kuasa MU Ya Allah.

p/s Ya Allah sembuhkanlah dia. Dia terlalu lemah untuk itu.Amin...