Kamu..Kamu..dan Kamu...

      Thanks for the sweetest memory that you had leave. I never forget eventhough it almost a year we are separated. Tomorrow you will be arriving at LCCT. Everything still the same. I am still the same girl that waited at the arriving gates. I am still the same girl that you knew for the last 4 years. I am still the same. But we are no longer 'Syg Syg'. We are just a bestfriends. It was came back to the basic. It came back to the first day i met you. We are bestfriend.

     You come back with a hope but i am waiting with despair. Sumpah saya da blh lupakan segala-gala tentang kamu. Tapi saya tetap tgu kamu sebab kamukan kita kata 'kita bestfriend selama-lamanya'. Saya tgu kamu pun sebab saya mahu kek lapis Sarawak. Tahun lepas punya, perisa dia x sdap laa.Saya tunggu je cheese flavour tu. Jangan awak silap beli sudah la.

    Tomorrow will comes. Saya x tahu macamana nak react. Gembirakah saya???Sedihkah saya??? Saya selalu berdoa agar bila awak sampai esok ada seseorang di sisi awk. Dan awak kenalkan itu adalah bakal tunang awak. Saya harap sangat macam tu. Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky like shooting star.I could Really used a wish right now.

   Am i being too lunatic. I don't think so. Tomorrow is different. saya bukan lagi 'syg' kamu yang dulu dan kamu bukan lagi 'syg' saya yang dulu. Back to basic ya tp saya nak bagitahu yang saya x nak lagi awak hold future sya. I am a big girl now. Jangan risau2 lagi ya. I can take care of myself. Saya da belajar silat, so saya da x perlukan awak sebagai weapon saya. Saya da boleh hidup sendiri. Awk jaga dia baik-baik(kalau ada la). Saya janji saya akan jaga diri saya baik.

  Tapi satu ja saya nak awak buat. Doakan saya supaya saya dapat lelaki sebaik awak.. Doakan saya sy ya. Doakan agar dia boleh jaga saya dengan baik. Dan dia boleh sayang saya, macam awak sayang saya dulu... Dan doakan supaya saya x terluka lagi..

p/s Kamu adalah masa lalu saya.. Saya sedang mengintai masa depan sy. Doakan saya ya..

Kegilaan Raya ~Episod 1~

Sesi mene'Try ' baju di SOGO....Si gadis kebaya bergandingan dengan Princess Victoria aka Princess rocky...

Mmg momentum yang sgt gila coz one fitting room fix with 3 ladies....mmg bes la....We  are the three beauties..hahaha...ratu kebaya bersama gadis pantai..terbaeklah..:D

Si gadis Pantai bersama kegilaannya....Skirt denim aka cardigan..:)...
 
    1st preparation of Eidul Fitri....It is very crowded..There are a lot of lunatic people like me at Jln TAR because there are too cheap..:D..It is because today is Saturday. everyone spending their weekend by going to TAR..I bought 10 shawls which is cost rm 5 - rm 35..It is very affordable...Memang x semapt kalau pegi sekejap sahaja.Mmg kn spend one day for shopping at JLN TAR. if tidak,mmg la x smpat...Today just warming up...minggu depan nk pegi dgn my beloved roomate pla la...
 
p/s see in the 2nd episode....

Aku Hanyalah Bakal Seorang Pendidik

 Pendidik adalah seorang yang akan membentuk sesebuah generasi itu supayalebih bertamadun.

Persoalannya mampukah aku menjadi bakal pendidik yang
sempurna???

Mampukah aku berjuang di IPTEKNIK ini???

Mampukah aku???


Aku hanya mampu berusaha dan berusaha dan berdoa dan bertawakal. Jawapannya hanyalah pada Allah Yg Maha Esa.Dia lebih tahu..

p/s aku mahu jadi pendidik...

Umur bukan penghalang??????????

     Ehh... btul ke umur bukan penghalang....betul ke???aku baru terfikir tadi pagi.Tu pun becoz my beloved lecturer (*_*) cakap pasal ni. Laki muda kawin perempuan tua n vice versa. Memang benda nie da terjadi pada zaman Rasullullah tapi personally la aku rasa mn bes kawin dengan orang muda dari kita..(hmm..tu pndapat jer..minta simpang malaikat 44 la..). Bukan sebab pe, bagi aku laki muda x matured enough. Aku nak yg blh jaga aku bkn aku yang jaga dia.huhu...so, tu pendapat jer. Tapi kalau perempuan muda kawin laki tua macam Siti Nurhaliza tu ok la juga...Kadang-kadang aku tengok sweet juga...hehe..

     Klu nak kawin tu biarlah bukan yang muda. Aku percaya yang lagi tua umur seseorang tu lagi matured sebab tu aku kurang percaya bila ada yang kawin lbih muda. Tapi apapun itu mungkin jodoh mereka. Mungkin da tertuliskan siapa jodoh mereka.

    Tapi pada aku, biarlah jodoh aku yang lebih tua. Memang aku sangat-sangat x minat yang muda-muda nie.At least beza umur macam parent aku pun dah ok. Aku tengok bahagia ja diorang even da 21 tahun. nak macam tu la.

 

Tapi siapalah aku untuk menentukan jodoh..aku hanya mampu berdoa. So thank juga to my lecturer yang brought out this issue. Ia buat aku berfikir seketika..

p/s Jodoh pertemuan ditangan Allah.

My Love Letter..

 I wrote this letter for the writing class purposes. It wasnt related to anybody in my life....It just for Miss Hameeda class but i really like my own love letter...(*-*)

Dear my love,


I hope you are in the pink of health. I miss you so much. For your information, I am very well. Besides, I am very glad to hear that you will be back to celebrate this Hari Raya with me. Furthermore, I have waited so long for this moment.

My Dear,

I know you are very busy this moment but I still want to give this last love letter before you come back to Malaysia. I want you know how much I miss you. By the way, your face always comes in my dream. So, I will never forget your charming face with your hazel eyes. I miss those things.

I love you so much and it is very important for me to express my feeling. I wish I could express this feelings in person while holding your hand and looking deep into your hazel eyes. Since we are physically separated by 10000 miles, I felt that by writing a love letter for you, it could be the best way to express my feeling towards you.

I know it is very difficult for us to undergo the long distance relationship but i always keep your words in my minds that ‘if I love you, trust you ’. That quote always makes me feel that we are emotionally connected. After all, it is said that "True Love" is boundless and immeasurable and overcomes all forms of adversity. In truth, if it is genuine, it will grow stronger with your tenderness towards me. And personally, i believe that our love will grow stronger as the time passes by.

My love, I miss you a lot. You are my prince charming and I miss your CK One smell. It is very tempting to me. My dear, every day when I wake up I will see your photo. It was giving inspiration to me. You are the only one in my life. Nobody will replace you. And I hope we will last forever. You mean a lot to me. By the way, now I am just counting the day to meet you at the airport.

Before I put down my pen, I want to let you know that the greatest love comes with the trust. So, trust me in whatever I am doing. You are the only one in my heart. Nobody will replace you as my lover. I am counting the days to meet you. Let it be the sweetest moment in our life because we hadn’t met for a year. So, meet you on this 2nd September. I love you so much.

Yours forever,

.................................

p/s doesnt related to anyone else in my life...

i loves quizzes....

What "guy qualities" do it for you?

You picked Mr. Sensitive. He's about as comfortable and friendly as an old pair of jeans---and will more than likely never break your heart.

Berbisik Dari Hati....

Dear  Princess,
                     Hidup ini ibarat roller coaster. Kadang-kadang kita berada di bawah and kadang-kadang kita berada atas. Semua itukan lumrah kehidupan, nak tak nak kena redha la juga. Bukan senang nak sayang dan bukan senang juga nak benci. Buat masa sekarang pilihan yang terbaik try untuk jauhkan diri buat seketika.
 
Dear Princess,
                    Aku memang sangat-sangat benci dan tak puas hati bila seseorang tu hipokrit. Kalau da x ada awek gtau jela da x da awek. Ni depan member-member nak hipokrit kata ada awek.BENCI la..Tolonglah jangan buat perangai macam tu.Disgusting tahu tak. aku pun x tahu nak explain macamna tapi memang disgusting la..ish...ish..please dont act like u are innocent enough when you're with.I know inside and outside of yours. and dont ever hypocrite with all people around you..

Dear Princess,
                    dinner + besday party at Santai Cafe is really superb.I luv it...Thanks kwn-kwn n hepi besday to izwan and abe..Da tua ya kamoo kamoo...

p/s saya benci manusia hipokrit...thank you..:)