Going Down Memory Lane....

Happy Time together...

         Satu ketika dahulu, kami makan bersama-sama. Kini dua tempat tersebut telah kosong. Allah lebih menyayangi mereka. Entahlah, aku tak tahu apa yang aku sendiri rasa. Kadang-kadang aku try ignore perasaan aku tu sendiri. Aku tak mau layan kesedihan tu. Tapi aku tetap tak pernah berjaya. Aku tak mampu. Aku hanya manusia biasa yang mempunyai perasaan sedih.  Aku memang tak mampu. Setakat nie aku da banyak try. Aku tak mahu give up sebab sekali aku give up,jiwa aku akan terus mati. Entahlah, aku memang sangat redha tapi aku jadi sayu bila rindukan mereka.

 

       Bertambah sedih bila certain lecturer just simply judge. I admit it was my fault that i was absent on 20 to 21 June. But they do not know my situation. I was sick on that day. The doctor also said that i must stop crying because i will get the worst migraine. But the lecturer only knew to nag and punish. I was regret that part. Actually, HEP should concern. Do not simply said that "Oh, Moyang. da jauh dah relationship tu". Why not ask first, how close am i with her.I was grown up with her. I stay with her. I share evrything with her. I slept with her. My family know that she meant everything in my life. Entahlah, memang salah aku kan sebab tak hadir. So, will accept it.Aku pun tak nak cakap banyak-banyak because they won't understand the real situation. But, as for me,i need to stop crying and continue my life. Tiada guna menangis pada yang telah pergi. Hanya doa jadi pengantara. Walaupun aku rindu sangat dia tapi aku mesti menerima hakikat yang kita telah dipisah oleh dua alam.

P/S SEMOGA ROH KEDUA-DUA MEREKA DITEMPATKAN DALAM KALANGAN ORANG YANG BERIMAN...AL-FATIHAH...